Beautifully laid out…can relate to that guilty feeling too: I have a full time job and sometimes I need to study or complete work things at home. Then there is my poetry (and the amount of time that I spend curating my poet profiles in social media), then there is me as a person who needs to connect with other people, to have a drink and disconnect… then there’s a house that needs cleaning and a daughter that needs more parental discipline, but I don’t have the physical and mental energy for everything and everyone… and I’m sorry.
I just need to have trust that all will be fine :)